Sunday, February 5, 2012
I heard what you mock about my father, felt depressed some how. I would never find out why do I have to live like this. Being a door mat for my whole school life, that sucks! I remember a friend of mine said this to me: sucks to be you. I know he didn't mean it but still it hurts, deeply. I have already been behaving nicely, not to make yo unhappy, let you say anything you like to say, anything you like to do. I care about your feelings, I have always been caring, but what do I get? Nothing! You mocked me in front of your siblings and friends like I'm some kind of crap or fat ass and so much that I couldn't say it once. I didn't wish for anything but please let me feel better. At least! Maybe you'll never know how does it feels when someone treats you like you're nothing and ignores all your feelings and humanity. I'm tired to face you, and your arrogant and conceited face like your family members did. Tired of it! When you talk bad behind someone you feel funny, fun is it? I know you think that you're pretty and smart and what ever shit that made you so. Do you even know what do kind and nice mean? Can you please just think about it? Maybe just a small part of that?
Sunday, February 05, 2012
